The Chosen

The Chosen

Lady Midnight

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 With his household in a state of flux, Dr. Michael Brandt has some work to do. Pumpkin is about to sign an employment contract with a cut rate Cable-TV show, and her mother is poised to take her place as the good doctor’s office slut. It’s Sarah who’s on his mind currently, a young woman who threatens to be his equal – her submission in perfect harmony to his Dominance, her masochism balancing his intensity.

 
PUBLISHED BY: loveyoudivine Alterotica
ISBN: 978-1-60054-208-4
PUBLICATION DATE: 2008
WORD COUNT: 93000
SEXUAL CONTENT RATING: 5 5 5 5 5
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CATEGORIES: BDSM, Contemporary, Erotica
KEYWORDS: loveyoudivine, Alterotica, BDSM, Master / slave, Master, slave, discipline, training, corsets, enema, sissy maid, Domination, submission, submissives, BDSM
 

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COPYRIGHT Lady Midnight/2008

 On Orgasm

 With his fingers threaded through his her hair, he raised her head a little to speak to her. “It’s my short term goal to gain control of your sexuality. I want to illustrate to you that I not only have the knowledge, but I have the skill. I want you to understand that unless you’re expressing your sexuality to me, and for me, you’re wasting it.”

 Unaware of herself, she released the hold on her hands, and wrapped her fingers around his arm. “I believe that, Sir. I have the letter you wrote about it. I read it every night before I go to bed.”

 

Curious as hell about that, he said, “Show me.”

 

As if there were no hurry to be anything other than his, she rolled languidly off his lap to the floor. Only slowly she rose to her full height, something unwieldy in her control. 

 

“In my bedroom, Sir.”

 

Quickly, he stood to follow her down the short hallway into the only bedroom. Next to a small double bed, she pulled open the drawer of a night stand that could qualify as an antique. Timidly, she handed him a piece of paper.

 Sweet girl,

 We’ve talked extensively about D/s relationships and how they differ from the only model in Middle-American Culture for adult relationships…marriage. We’ve also spoken about the many responsibilities a Dominant has and the types of service a sub performs. One of those types of service is sexual.

 

Since your questions are becoming more detailed, I will explain.

 

You’ve confessed your raging promiscuity, but you’ve found it so unsatisfying – to the point you would give up sex altogether…at 23…as if that were possible. You claim at your tender age, there must be 50 in your past, although you’ve lost count. While that’s not impossible, I’m considering it improbable given what I know of you. I suspect you’ve included stolen kisses and dates to the dance in that tally.

 

While any one with fully formed genetalia can get laid, sexual service is a very different thing. You might lay down with someone in Vanillaville because you’re bored, you’re lonely, you’re turned on. You might actually ‘be in love’ but as we’ve discussed, the term ‘in love’ describes a temporary emotion fueled by sexual arousal. When the arousal fades after months or years, the feeling of being ‘in love’ evaporates, also.

 

The purpose of the act no longer exists.

 

But your service to your Dom has many forms…and it is He who gives you purpose. I don’t expect to have to order you to serve by taking out the trash, running the sweeper, or balancing the checkbook. You are an intelligent, educated woman who can see what needs done and simply do it.

 

Actually, the fact that you’ve experienced so much sexually with so much dispassion gives Me hope, girl.

 

The bare facts are this – In Vanillaville, you see someone you’re sexually attracted to and that creates an emotional response. Those emotions, which range from fear and loathing to adoration and love, may last long enough to get laid, they may endure for a period of time long enough to get married.

 

Within the Scene, it’s the physical activities in which we participate that create the emotional responses…which may be fleeting, or which may endure. Those emotions range from fear and loathing to adoration and love.

 

The difference is simple.  In the Scene, these emotions don’t just happen, they are created. Rather than succumb to something physical which often creates unwanted emotions, we begin, and continue, with a purpose.

 

The concept of sexual service is very similar to what you’ve already experienced. Willingly, you’ve given your body over to those who would use it for their gratification. Considering this is such a concern to you, I suspect you were expecting something in return. What you expected as a return on the investment you made, I dare guess. Obviously, that return never materialized.

 

Were you hoping to earn his respect from something purely physical, baby? Respect doesn’t reside on a material plane. Maybe you thought you were so good he’d want to see you again. There are a lot of sweet flowers in the field, honey. He just wants to taste all of them. I have to wonder if you even experienced any physical gratification in these encounters, and perhaps that’s what’s left you so demoralized.

 

Or maybe you were in love. Have you come to understand that sex isn’t love – that sometimes it’s just sex? Or must you continually place meaning on even the most fleeting encounter?

 

If that’s the case, then I truly have hope for you. I want there to be meaning in everything you do for Me, whether it’s taking out the trash, or you’re in front of Me, lying in My lap while you’re being fucked from behind.

 

I want you to remember that everything you do will be for Me…and no one else. If I tie you down and open you for another Man, baby, it’s because he’s important to Me. I don’t need you to be appreciative of the fact that of all the choices I had to offer a friend, I chose you. All I need is for you to be with Me – whether I’m physically present, or in your heart so deep, that the Man currently using you is a blur.

 

The ways you are going to express this to Me will be very obvious, honey. I mean to take control of your sexuality, which means I build the paradigm within which you are permitted to express yourself. You will keep nothing from Me, no thought, no pain, no pleasure, baby. And you will do it within those time frames which I allow.

 

Obviously, when we begin to expand your horizons with others, you will most likely be bound, blind-folded, and gagged to prevent those very emotional responses. It will help you maintain your focus where it should be…on Me.

 

Please remember that My decision for you to serve others could be years away, if at all. I believe you understand that the pursuit we’re beginning isn’t sexual -  to Me your sexuality is only a tool I use to control you. Your natural sexual responses, and the behavior you’ve learned to date, are something I mean to focus…on Me…for our mutual benefit.

 

I mean to use, to enjoy, and to simply feed on all of you, woman.

 

But getting to a place where your total focus is on Me can be very difficult for a young woman. There’s no doubt in My mind that girls just wanna have fun. I require something very different, baby. Finding focus isn’t entertaining in any definition, but the results are commensurate with the effort, I assure you.

 

Because I don’t know you well you enough to know what kind of control you are going to respond to favorably, I can’t decide if you will be denied orgasm, or it will be forced on you. Because these events have the power to effect you emotionally, I will control them to get the responses I want from you.

 

Obviously, I reward the responses I want, and punish that which I find unfavorable.

 

I don’t want you to be afraid of punishment, either, baby. I want you to embrace it as a vehicle for growth. Whether you’ve offended Me, or you’ve merely screwed something up, we’ll correct it. If I notice continuing thought patterns that cause you to go astray, we’re gonna get serious, girl. We’ll get some serious psychological intervention from a professional to see if you’re even suited for this Lifestyle.

 

Before any of that can happen, you have to want Me, and you have to want what I’m offering. I mean to take total control of you physically and emotionally, over a period of time, and I mean to control your thought processes to the point that they benefit our family. Although you can’t possibly know what any of this means because you don’t have the experience, I want to make you to be aware of this intellectually, at the very least.

 

We both make choices to proceed – until we make serious commitments, or abandon that which is hopeless, anyway.

 

Sleep well, baby, and not to worry. Giving yourself over to Me doesn’t have to be traumatic. It might be the most peaceful, serene thing you could have never imagined.

 

Master

 
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